what did we want?

People are programmed in their heads, to expect something... It is like a ghost code... a daemon process... its inevitable... no matter how random things may appear, someone involved somewhere at some point has to be waiting for something.... expectations need not be from just a person... it could be from anything... Even God for that matter.... You perform rituals and pooja's and so on and expect that God will answer to your prayers... Well friends...reality check.... i guess one cant bribe God... if he was corruptible he wouldn't have been God... Yielding is very easy but am sure God wouldn't.... anyway back to expectations...
So WHAT DID WE WANT.... is my question.... we came up with nuclear energy but what did we want the, the 436 nuclear power plants or 23000 nuclear weapons...
So far its only been about the world, lets take this topic to a more personal level..
So what did we expect when we set on this journey, journey over here i mean, the journey you have embarked, or mine or anyone else... All of us are on some journey... We all started on one road and have been trying all exits or parallel routes or faster routes.... Sometimes when we don't get what we wanted we tend to take escape routes... we feel the need to deviate from that particular 'need'....
We all have been warned about all the hurdles... we all have thought over this a zillion times but have consciously taken up this journey.. I think i exactly knew what was gonna happen by the end of my journey, and i guess i was right... i knew nothing would turn out the way i had imagined and i am right....
I have been lost, burnt, hurt, loved, liked, appreciated, discriminated, ignored and what not... but i guess the only thing that keeps me going is the same thought...
"WHAT DID WE WANT??"