pink memories

is there anybody in there..??
just not a couple of words that form the first sentence to one of the greatest songs ever written., but that line actually holds something for everyone. People are actually going numb with pride, prejudice, self-righteousness and what not. People are totally oblivious to the life they were supposed to live. A life without complications, politics not the politics of countries but politics between friends...a world where you can never have to worry about tricking someone to get into some kind of a situation.
I think by now most of us have come into so many situations which demand us to either be the scape goat or make someone one. You know u see the truth from the corner of your eye but you act as though you have telescopic vision.
We all are comfortably numb now...a'int we.....
I was once told "close your eyes, take a deep breath and with every time you breath see the WHITE LIGHT growing within you" Ok now honestly try it and tell me how many of you saw the white light grow and how many of you saw a black void.... trust me guys as kid i swear i saw the white light, and its not there anymore no matter how blank i get my mind to be and i try it, i still see the black void....
How many people do you think enjoy silence... does anyone remember "pin drop silence" i cannot even recollect a moment of "pin drop silence" in my life, its funny....
or maybe its just that our life is too long to remember for us. I mean at any given point i am sure it is way too long to remember no matter how old you are.
I can barely exactly recollect one whole series of events within the last one year.
Having a faint memory or an idea of what happened doesnt count. Now can you recollect till when does your exact memory period lie on....?
in the sense like week ago, 2 weeks ago or something like that
I'd say 3 days ago
Go for it... i really wanna know.....
and people say getting lost within memories is easy.. I say losing memories is easier...
I dont remember the feeling of seeing the morning sunshine when i was younger... the look of black clouds....
I now think the almighty is someone with a wicked sense of humor, who pushes the practical jokes to the limit, you know what i mean......
You cant wear him out... neither his visions for you will change....
My life was probably like a "friends / who's the boss" kinda sitcom and now i feel my life is like the gross comedy kinds like "bruno / family guy or the weird episodes of south park"
they aren't as fun.....
anyway its late and have to get back to slavery early tomorrow
peace guys
:)