Summer has come

Temperature is rising guys... looks like summer is just around the corner... you know at times you can classify or categorize people by even seasons... there are the summer people and there are the winter people... i even know people who eagerly wait for monsoon... Somewhere you know categorizing people makes life easier...

There are faces you juss give a smile... you know strangers you come across daily.. they dont exactly remain strangers, but neither are they your acquaintances.
And, then there are your Hi-Bye friends.. the type of people you see everyday and its just a "Hi" or "wassup" or "later..."

Then there are your friends, the one's you know are there and you meet them once in a while, unlike the above two categories, they know you to an extent and you know them to an extent..and through these guys you have another set that comes up which i refer to as obligatory friends, i.e., friends of "just friends"... people whom you dont really enjoy meeting but you h ave to meet them...

Then there are friends who are good friends, people whom you come across frequently and know them pretty well but ya you have your own boundaries.... these guys are the type whom you dont mind meeting daily.. neither not meeting daily.... coz you know you will take off from the point where you last left..

Then there comes another sect of people who were in the previous category but ditched you at some point of time but then patched up... these are the tricky ones... one is never sure to whether or not to take off at the point you guys changed tracks...

And then there are the type of friends whom you really trust, they are not necessarily the best of friends but you and them are really close.. you share stuff, you are comfortable around them and vice-versa...

Then are the real friends, the ones whom you trust with your life, the guys who you know will not judge you for whatever you are, the guys whom you know will stand by you and let you be yourself, these are the people that matter to me the most, they are the ones who will get me through and i know it from the bottom of my heart. And they are the ones who can make you the happiest or hurt you the most...
Someone once told me your friends are either in your head or in your enemies...
I dunno how true it is.. but these were the types of friends i have...
and crazy me gives friends more importance than most other friends...
sometimes for good and sometimes in vain...
Well a friends in need is a friend indeed......
\m/

A 7 hr drive to San Francisco and back...396 miles... but very fruitful i guess it was worth it...seeing my friend and their folks so happy...
Life is now about to change...a drastic change am guessing.. no more late night karaoke's, no more sutta's in balcony or on the couch, no more smokanalia in the shack... but i guess everything happens for a reason and this time its KRANTI....
for those who dunno what it means it means revolution ;)
Life's lot more easier when you dont have to do chores trust me... I miss being hella lazy... Leave the glasses on the table, not washing plates, not doing the dishes, not mopping the kitchen...
I hate it when people say "Mama, full on you're enjoying in the USA"... dude in the great country of US of A, You gotta work hard man....
Work at gas stations, taking orders, answering to your boss/owner, filling beer in the cooler, greeting people over and over again the same lines "Hi how r u doin today?", "how can i help you?", "anything else i can help you with", "Thank you have a nice day".....
Fill propane bare hands, the propane burns... they suck dude....
and again go fill up the cooler, then sweep and mop the whole store clean...
and other than that the cash register, a little here and there and the owner is all over you...
who says USA is fun man, am living the dream ain't I....
and all of this for 7 dollars an hour... its not fun man.....
Was living like a king in India, My family bike, car, pet, friends, lots of food, fast food, band and what not....
But then at the end of the day it was my decision to come here, to do Masters in Computer Science.... And here i am, in a small town in the middle of the central valley, travelling 320 miles (roundtrip) to school, working at a gas station, eating one dish with rice for two or three meals... living off top-ramen for days....
But ya i learnt a lotta stuff... Like the essence of Independence and freedom, I realized what responsibilities are.. I learnt the value of money and time... I realized how much people loved me and how much we meant to one and other.... I realized what trust is and who true friends are.... i learnt not to trust people so easily.... not even if you thought they were YOUR people.... anyway

Is the juice worth the squeeze... I guess only time will tell....

Like a great man once said " I really haven't had that exciting of a life. There are a lot of things I wish I would have done, instead of just sitting around and complaining about having a boring life. So I pretty much like to make it up. I'd rather tell a story about somebody else."
I DONT WANNA BE IN THAT SITUATION......

I aint gonna spend my time, wondering why... these were the words ringing inside a clogged head... A slimy sense in my thoughts by now... feel like digging it out... and every time i sneeze its like a blow torch.... Feel so tied up man....
Anyway no more about my cold :D
Life seems to be good at one thing Changing... its like life has an OCD... it has to change... it always catches you off gaurd.... like with jobs, grades, studies, money.... everything always has to change suddenly specially the moment you start to feel safe....
Other than that i have been thinking a lot about religion, life and afterlife lately... there are times when you think that your soul is bruised, like some incident or event...so do you think your soul carries on the pain to your next form... and does afterlife actually depend on religion..?
The definition of heaven changes as you drift across different ideologies... All your blessings and sins...rights and wrongs differ.... You can stay too long on a firm decision for too long with so many axioms....am not even sure if axioms is appropriate to use here,.... but hell...its my blog........no shiv sena here i guess..... think and leave a comment over this.... make a mental note.....
There are so many things to actually sit and ponder over.. or even stumble over... thats my latest addiction... try stumbling futurism, independent films or i never tried this one but you can actually stumble over babes...??!!!@@##$%%
anyway so my friends i have nothing more to share rite now... so am gonna take off....
tc \m/

Ok i dont know whats wrong with the whole self righteousness thingy... always comes up man... always.... specially when your out there, by yourself having a smoke.... you think of so much stuff... like today i was thinking.. how things would have been if i weren't where i was now... like what if i had done something different at some point and how a small alteration in the past would change the whole string of events of your future, not like time travel, but a decision, like to sit in the first bench or the last bench... to dare enter the canteen in first year or not..... to jump a fence and go to movies......like what if i decided to sit in the fourth bench instead of the second bench my friends would have been different... i wouldn't have been to places i'd been.. i wouldn't have met people i have met and be with people i am now.... but at what cost... is it worth it, considering all that is done and happening now..... that is one instance....
Ok what if i didn't take up b.tech or never would've bought my karizma... and stuff....
Everyone am sure has always for once wondered how things would've been if you had taken a different decision....
and this when my topic of self righteousness comes up... you think nah i was right am sure what is happening is what was supposed to happen and you trust yourself that you always take the right decision and in my case "JUMP" into the right decison, so i realized from next time I need to take more time, think well and take a decision.. like right turn, STOP LOOK PROCEED......
Other than that, lately i've been working and sleeping a lot.... i have no clue to what time zone my body clock is set to or should i say to what time zone is which part of my body clock set to (If you know what i mean)
sorry couldn't resist pulling off that one....
And yeah the whole kasab case had caught my attention, Such a huge thing man, am kinda glad and proud of Indian Judiciary System, but not sure of how the death sentence is being carried out... i heard someone somewhere say - his death should be made an example for other terrorists.... and i think he was right...
Anyway i think its important we all think and take decisions, and but also be a little self righteous, i think it's a little necessary in the 21st century....
On a weird note... I'd like to take leave....
take care you guys
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